what is it that makes a person's heart beat faster and slower at the same time? what is it that makes a person wanna smile, and then cry? what makes a person happy yet sad, altogether at the very same moment? what is it that brings both laughter and tears, or joy and pain? is it even possible to feel joy and pain at the very same time? what makes u want to let go and hold on at the same time? what makes the world stop and yet goes round and round? what is it that turns everything upside down yet makes everything alright. just exactly what is it?